Some people once said ...
"Weh mesti bestkan jadi kau? "
Best? Celah mana yang best nya weyhh? Tell me. I'm a mess , a wreck , a negative example to everyone. Why? Because I did something back then and it affects my life ! I'm screwed. Surviving school was hard. People always points their finger and said ...
" Oh ni budak yang bermasalah tu? "
" Weyh , jangan kawan dengan dia lah , Bad influence dohh "
Seriously? You judge me without knowing me? And make me feel miserable everyday for 5 fucking years? Good job man. Good job.
After all that shit happened , I forgot how to make friends. I lose my confidence , I lose my sense of humor and hell , I don't even know how to talk to people. I didn't look at the person's face when I talk. Never made eye contact with anyone. I'm shy ! I've become quiet and I stay away from being noticed. Man , my life was miserable.
Problems with family and boyfriend adds my miserableness. My dad lost his trust in me. My mum was being bias to my brother. I'm invisible to them I guess.
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But after I met him , my frown turned upside down. My life was shining bright. I'm a whole new person. I started to have real friends , I engaged with my parents. He took good care of me. My dad approves our relationship. Now , my mum is my friend whom I share my personal stories and my everyday happenings. Thanks for changing me , love. You've change me a lot and I hope your presence will change me to be a better person in the future. Iloveyou.