It's been awhile since I posted something that is related to myself. I'm currently addicted to Muse's song entitled Invincible. The lyrics are very meaningful to me. Suits my fucked up condition right now. To me , my life is a wreck. Even my relationship with him. We got back together and settled down but deep down, I'm still hoping for something and I'm holding on to it. I'd never screw this chance ever again. This is the last strive. If we broke up again, my love life is over. I'm tired of fixing myself and maybe I'll give up on dating. I hoped too much and at the end I disappoint myself.